In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
if u ask me wats my occupation todae,i wld sae im a student but i do haf a hidden identity if u prompt me even further..........
im a FULL-TIME CRASHER!haha..;)
benedict,shihui,me,jeffson frm MI and kianne n frens crashed nyjc and srjc todae>_<
we had lots of fun..n i truly love nyjc!!!!!dun wanna go cjc anymore..
hid in the toilet durin assembly..haha.juz realised tat there were ny students hidin too..lol,juz to pon class..apparently,we realised albert,guy who is suppose to crash us in pangseh us n went for lessons..imagine,6 crashers juz wonderin ard sch for 1hr plus..we slack ard the canteen for awhile,pretendin to study for the chem test some ny students haf tat dae..then proceed to the lib to slack somemore..UNFORTUNATELY,we got chased out of the lib for bein too noisy..wat the................
so dumb la..some students were sleepin inside..
i THANK GOD for lynn,she was really enthusiastic abt me crashin into nyjc..she even volunteered to take care of all of us.THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!LYNN,I LOVE U!;)
we went for her econs lecture which was pretty interestin n interactive but benedict was crappin on a piece of paper,doing retarded illustration of the econs tcher being the (producer) n rabbit as consumer..i wish i cld publish tat but i forgt to take a photo of it..so sorry!
met up wif albert(finally)who brought us into his econs tutorial openly..he lied to the tcher tat we put nyjc as first choice..the tcher welcomed us in..
to sum it all,nyjc is not as chi-na s i thought..ppl in class r billingual..the campus is quite in gd condition n most importantly,its near my hm..i think,if i cant get into cjc,i wld appeal to ny..somehow,i feel at hm there though im more of a person who connects beta wif other races..
my second visit to srjc doesnt really change the impression i had.
its really old n i feel rather caustrophobic when i m in the canteen..all the tables r like cluttered tgt n it is very dark.
the atmosphere juz feels awkward..
watever the case,i will c wat God has planned for me to go...lookin forward to 6th march!!!!;)
10:24 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
i juz realised tat i cannot b left alone for long...
i will turn so very emo..
been wonderin to myself..
DO I HAF A REAL IDENTITY OF WHO I REALLY AM?
i really dunno now..
alwaes thot that i was tat girl who loves guy sports n does them but now as time goes by,i haf discovered tat its not as simple as i thot..
i believe im 100% straight but i cant sae i like boys too..but i can definitely sae tat i dun c girls as my eye candy..
my life is seriously complicated..
mummy had been buyin all my cny clothes which r really feminine..my immediate reaction is tat i dislike it..
but as time passes,esp when i m alone,somehow,tis5% feminine side of me sprung up n take over my mind..
juz for tat one hr,i stop seein myself as a tomboy but rather a tall n confident young lady,walkin in plateforms n buying starbucks..
however,i still cld not let go of my years of soccer n cars..etc.
GOD-WAT IS WRONG WIF ME?
my life is transforming,i can feel it...but my reluctance to let go juz dwells in the past---
guys in sch calls me tomboy n uses the phrase,(she's not a girl wad)on me..i was happy abt it but why do i feel sick n tired of tis inside me??
when m i gonna find the true me in tis confusin world which i m livin in?
12:10 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo...watsup?a new blog...a fresh beginning for me in tis new yr...
more challenges up ahead which i cannot sense n of course,i do kw God has a plan for me no matter wat..
the results r out!i will b goin to a jc..didnt quite meet my expectations but close to it..guessed i shld juz accept my results as it is..for all i kw,i may succeed even better at where i will b..;)
with my results,i cld probably take many courses in the polytecnics but well,i went for 1st 3mths in MI n my family...out of the 8 grandchildren my grandma has at the paternal side,only two cld make it to a jc.However,my oldest cousin chose the polytechnic wif her score(n quit after tat!ok,long story..)n didnt go jc..so yea,guess my grandma n dad want me to go a jc then...and b their first 'koh' to go..
its gonna b tough...i understd.but i really dunno wat i wanna b when i grow up..i can even sae tat my future is bleak even though my results r ok coz of the confusing world im dwellin in..so tats y i thot,jc wld b a better choice as i cld carry on persuin on the subjects which interest me most..
so yea,if i do not update tis blog,pls understd..jc life is gonna b hectic n crazy!my apologies!:pLabels: a new beginning
10:22 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
if u ask me wats my occupation todae,i wld sae im a student but i do haf a hidden identity if u prompt me even further..........
im a FULL-TIME CRASHER!haha..;)
benedict,shihui,me,jeffson frm MI and kianne n frens crashed nyjc and srjc todae>_<
we had lots of fun..n i truly love nyjc!!!!!dun wanna go cjc anymore..
hid in the toilet durin assembly..haha.juz realised tat there were ny students hidin too..lol,juz to pon class..apparently,we realised albert,guy who is suppose to crash us in pangseh us n went for lessons..imagine,6 crashers juz wonderin ard sch for 1hr plus..we slack ard the canteen for awhile,pretendin to study for the chem test some ny students haf tat dae..then proceed to the lib to slack somemore..UNFORTUNATELY,we got chased out of the lib for bein too noisy..wat the................
so dumb la..some students were sleepin inside..
i THANK GOD for lynn,she was really enthusiastic abt me crashin into nyjc..she even volunteered to take care of all of us.THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!LYNN,I LOVE U!;)
we went for her econs lecture which was pretty interestin n interactive but benedict was crappin on a piece of paper,doing retarded illustration of the econs tcher being the (producer) n rabbit as consumer..i wish i cld publish tat but i forgt to take a photo of it..so sorry!
met up wif albert(finally)who brought us into his econs tutorial openly..he lied to the tcher tat we put nyjc as first choice..the tcher welcomed us in..
to sum it all,nyjc is not as chi-na s i thought..ppl in class r billingual..the campus is quite in gd condition n most importantly,its near my hm..i think,if i cant get into cjc,i wld appeal to ny..somehow,i feel at hm there though im more of a person who connects beta wif other races..
my second visit to srjc doesnt really change the impression i had.
its really old n i feel rather caustrophobic when i m in the canteen..all the tables r like cluttered tgt n it is very dark.
the atmosphere juz feels awkward..
watever the case,i will c wat God has planned for me to go...lookin forward to 6th march!!!!;)
10:24 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
i juz realised tat i cannot b left alone for long...
i will turn so very emo..
been wonderin to myself..
DO I HAF A REAL IDENTITY OF WHO I REALLY AM?
i really dunno now..
alwaes thot that i was tat girl who loves guy sports n does them but now as time goes by,i haf discovered tat its not as simple as i thot..
i believe im 100% straight but i cant sae i like boys too..but i can definitely sae tat i dun c girls as my eye candy..
my life is seriously complicated..
mummy had been buyin all my cny clothes which r really feminine..my immediate reaction is tat i dislike it..
but as time passes,esp when i m alone,somehow,tis5% feminine side of me sprung up n take over my mind..
juz for tat one hr,i stop seein myself as a tomboy but rather a tall n confident young lady,walkin in plateforms n buying starbucks..
however,i still cld not let go of my years of soccer n cars..etc.
GOD-WAT IS WRONG WIF ME?
my life is transforming,i can feel it...but my reluctance to let go juz dwells in the past---
guys in sch calls me tomboy n uses the phrase,(she's not a girl wad)on me..i was happy abt it but why do i feel sick n tired of tis inside me??
when m i gonna find the true me in tis confusin world which i m livin in?
12:10 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo...watsup?a new blog...a fresh beginning for me in tis new yr...
more challenges up ahead which i cannot sense n of course,i do kw God has a plan for me no matter wat..
the results r out!i will b goin to a jc..didnt quite meet my expectations but close to it..guessed i shld juz accept my results as it is..for all i kw,i may succeed even better at where i will b..;)
with my results,i cld probably take many courses in the polytecnics but well,i went for 1st 3mths in MI n my family...out of the 8 grandchildren my grandma has at the paternal side,only two cld make it to a jc.However,my oldest cousin chose the polytechnic wif her score(n quit after tat!ok,long story..)n didnt go jc..so yea,guess my grandma n dad want me to go a jc then...and b their first 'koh' to go..
its gonna b tough...i understd.but i really dunno wat i wanna b when i grow up..i can even sae tat my future is bleak even though my results r ok coz of the confusing world im dwellin in..so tats y i thot,jc wld b a better choice as i cld carry on persuin on the subjects which interest me most..
so yea,if i do not update tis blog,pls understd..jc life is gonna b hectic n crazy!my apologies!:pLabels: a new beginning
10:22 PM
