In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Sunday, February 24, 2008
i guess this is it..
we will be taking a break for now..
ur parents found out abt us.they r not happy abt it.
ur soccer trainings is tying u to the ground..(the thing which i hope cld allow u to meet me after training has turned against me)
ur parents are observing ur every single move such tt u cant even haf time for non-cjcians outside sch.
u need to do well tis yr..for bursary award to help ur family.
u cried
u sobbed
u swear and promised tt u wnt want another gal.
u want me to wait for u..if i can wait for daniel,will i wait for u?
i said yes..i will.i love u.
i admit..im sorry for being demanding abt asking for time from u when u r really tied down.
but if u r gonna continue acting so distant from me,its not going to improve our situation.
u told me tt if i found another guy,u wnt blame me.
do u kw..how much this hurts me?
i wrote u a poem to encourage u.ur name is like the voice of my soundtrack everydae and u cld actually sae such a thing to me?
i hope ur situation will improve by the end of this yr when u focus on scoring ur aces..b4 we get tgt again,with ur family acceptance..i do believe tt ur parents will understand.PLs dun try to prove me wrong.
maybe this weekend which we stopped talkin is a gd thing.
we juz need time to be alone for awhile.
i hope things are gna be different tmr..
i hope u r feeling better.
lastly,
i love u
2:55 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
phew...juz went for my last house visitation ytd..u see,my parents haf the habit of celebrating the whole season of 15 daes and yaya..u can sae,YAY!more daes of gambling hongbao money and social drinking but oh no,its not good when u haf a daughter gg for her alvls this yr..and her block tests coming up very very soon..!!!^shrugs,shakes head,sobs^
felt so guilty that i cant study much during the wkends but then again,i rush to complete thy homework.YAY!not much aniwae,the major presentations and projects were alrdy due last week...hah;)
had my share of cards too..sherlyn's precious special fren(jkjk)eugene cohost wif me to win their little frens money.hah..12bucks each only la..played very small..however,this cld not only compensate what i spent the dae b4 on sat evening wif the mahanas!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe..my wonderful people.
we celebrated shihui's bdae together..soooo happy!hah,boo her wif a cake at the fish and co glasshouse and ate dinner there.LOl.her bf,adraine lied that his cousins were coming..10seats?!hah..stupid dict sounded damn sour everytime i mention kh la..he kept exaggerating what i sae and add words into my mouth.
me: dict, maybe u shld consider tonning ur muscles..girls like that.
dict:haha..u r juz saeing that coz ur kh tonned his muscles..c'mon,look at him not,as skinny as a beanpole.
me:basket, no lor.u r juz envious.-shrugs!
dict tells everyone...GUYS,u kw stacey keep talkin all the gd things abt her bf lor..she juz cant stop.
me:AHHHHHHHHHHH!i did not..my bf is nt perfect.i didnt sae he is.wats ur bloody problem?!
nicole:AH DICT..WHY R U SOO JEALOUS.?
THIS IS JUZ ONE EXAMPLE..we spent the whole dinner bickering abt this..trust me,its not a pleasant sight.decided to attempt to ignore ahdict like wat eevann said.
zzzz..had to take the 30-40mins bus ride home wif him..lol,resorted to reading my duchess of malfi,he got soo bored and cldnt stop blabbering..LOL.we talked and talked..cam-hog a little b4 he sae byebye.sth abt not meeting for another 4mths.?!
weird..
i had a great time wif the mahanas..b4 having to report back to pammy's hse where my parents are and lose 14bucks..ahhh!thank God for sunday at eugene's hse.
in sch now,juz done my lit presentation on MANDRAKES..hah,its actually tongkah ali in malay,i juz found out todae.haha..obsessed wif it now,i mean in literally sense if u ask me.
I AM NOT DIRTY-minded
2:55 PM
Monday, February 4, 2008
damn!my stupid sister downloaded so many anti viruses bug and all the other nonsense which completely slow down the whole com for the past few daes which thus,make me very reluctant to switch on the com to use unless i really really need to..like for a project or hmwk or sth.
i flunked math..zzz,got my third formula wrong!and many careless mistakes.haiz..
m i really that mathematically-declined.?
aniwae,was pretty glad that i gt most of my work done by todae..
-squeezed out 1236words ytd for hist assignment that is due tomorrow..handed in alrdy.
-did pc5 essay template,was told to do the essay in class,complete it alrdy by today.
(did i mention that we have to do a lit essay template every week?yea..there u go!)sigh!
-econs case study to be presented as a group tmr..lol,pratap..our beloved group leader is gonna type out everything today after the tiny discussion we 4 had which i
spent half the time finishing up my lit essay..heh.
things to come tomorrow b4 CNY:
-another lit text-based question essay..gosh!
-history group assignment(essay!)oh my mama!
everyone can tell that im rushing out all these homework so that i can peacefully enjoy my favourite time of the year..yea?not to mention, HONGBAOS!alcohol!
since mahmu told us to be the first group to present on mon,lets juz say..i will submit another remodified history assignment of mine back to him to mark for the wkends..YAY!payback time!a little more evaluation for me and even more work for him!;)
lets juz pray that i wont suffer a hangover on monday..in any case,ZOMBIE STACEY IS COMING her way!
had soo much fun during dinner juz now wif gerry and her crazy class..lots of juicy news and their dirty horny jokes,though some of which..i unwittingly became part of,according to grace..damn,i felt so guilty spending my whole afternoon waiting for them to be dismissed..but it was a great destress period for me la..
wat the shit,i haf a lit workshop to attend on 16 feb,8.30-2.30pm..its a saturday!and every sat is STACEY's day in kianee's diary..(unless some of his stupid soccer games cooped up)darn it!
hmm..very tired and sleepy now..had to help change bedsheet covers with my family and all..gtta go..nitez!
10:27 PM
