Goodbye,Cinderella......thats just the old me who came and gone away
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In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Monday, December 29, 2008
there are juz soo many things which has passed these few weeks.. -my malacca trip -mahana chalet(my close temptation to go to butter fact tt day with amanda and krys) -christmas eve candlelight service. -first day at segway sentosa..(my second invite to butter factory with phoebe,rejected it coz it was mummy's bdae:)christmas day)
-26thdecember,work...then denvers cheer...oh my,sammie..we learnt a new dance.u better stop skipping..:P
-27th december...HAPPY BDAE< SMALL FISH!I LOVE U.
and not to mention,appreciation lunch with e222..cant believe we r all gonna multiply and separate soon.. i also cant believe tt everyone dun seem to realise tt STACEY IS A NEWCOMER TOO!i came in april,good friday!!according to claudia,no one can believe tt i am a newcomer.zzzz..sad!
-28th dec...which was a few hours ago..work and then meet xiaoshan.lol,to celebrate her bdae in advance..apparently,me skipping my meals took a toil on me today and i had gastric pain and diarrhoea at the same time..how great! kidda love my job though its tiring and cause one to burn up under the sun.. i get to meet new people everyday and confused tourists who r alwaes asking for directions instead of the ride we are introducing..and the best part is,im working with cute guys and gals of my age.(and slightly below!)its a fantastic thing to look forward to everyday!haha. we go on "marketing" or wat i call,beach patrol juz so as to promote the new ride.lol. ohoh..and tks to connections darling..im sooo gg to siloso beach party!!!
shall let the pictures do the talking for my next post.its 2.29am and i ought to be sleepin.gt work later.
my love for u is fading away like a fleeting cloud passing by thy clear blue sky. the cloud is white and pure,puffy and innocent.. yet,thy clear blue sky is nothing but just a plain fascade hiding away the darkness within its depth.. falling deeper and deeper as it reaches a bottomless pit.
remember this song? yup..it was one of ur favourites..u told me abt it,wanted me to learn so that i can sing it with u...oh,and the lyrics of the song u composed..well..at least part of it.
walking down this rainy road, holding ur hands and now i kw ur here,holding u close.. tears that fall off, feeling so cold, i know ur here.. i know ur hurt.. i know ur my everlasting...
this was the first stanza,it was a breakup song u composed straight from ur heart about a gal and guy who are deeply in love with each other and yet,cant bring themselves to commit to a true relationship.its a pretty sad song..and i was quite hesitant to sing it with or without ur companionship. just as i cry out to my Lord ytd in my prayer..to give me an answer to my anguished heart.im so tired of love from a relationship rite now,tts why all i need to replace it with is my family and my Heavenly DADDY.a gal needs her time out and I AM THAT GAL.she needs to build up her heart before braving it thru another game of love after a clear distinct failure to the previous one which happen juz mths ago.
the pain disappears but the scars REMAINED
its indeed great to be loved than to love someone and even worse when u are clearly aware of the feelings the the person u love feels the same way and yet..never in their life,would that someone have the courage to confess to u..yes,actions do speak louder than words but sometimes,i feel..the three words.(i love u)will truly make a difference. as a gd pal discussed with me,i tend to rush and should learn to slow and pace myself down..but sometimes,i feel that if i dun move at my pace,i will lose u..forever.that love will juz slowly fade away and when u finally plucked up the courage again..i juz gotta sae:im sorry,its too late!then again,im aware of my anxious heart..and its ability of trying to take vengeance upon the other one who left it so damaged and down.who quickly jump straight into another rlntship without feeling ashamed of wat he has done.or the feelings of him toying with me the past few mths. i will not obliged to ur will,my dear heart.i kw u feel tt revenge is sweet and this is the most typical way of wat that bastard may feel as "moving on." unfortunately and painfully,this is not the way. thats juz plain immaturity and u will just be falling deeper as wat he is doing sadly as it sounds,try as it might be..im gonna take it slow..and if sparks still remain as stagnant as it can get,so be it.im sick and tired of this vicious cycle already. time to take a big LEAP of FAITH and trust in Him.
12:57 AM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
shopping is a never ending past time! had a great day out with mummy,sherlyn and sammie.grandma and grandaunt followed along. it was so heart-warming to see how our three generations click..
my grandma is being her usual self, the grumpy old fart at one corner..critical of all clothes we choose while her sister was ironically choosing clothes for me,haha!she is a funky and hip grandaunt man. and guess wat? we complete the shopping in two shops at an awesome price of below $500!lol.we practically bought the shop down.the clothes are trendy and besides,it wasnt as crowded as orchard..located at tanjong pagar icon village.u gals should try to go there before they tear down the place to transform it to an eating mall. mummy treated all of us to SEOUL KOOL..omg,i juz love the mashed potato!:))the 6 appetizers like kimchi and potato and some others are unlimited..they juz keep refilling. due to the icon village promotion,we are able to exchange our receipts of over 300plus for 3 cans of bird nests and 1 umbrella..lol,so awesome! after countless of changing in and out of clothes,grand auntie treated us to some Ya Kun snack and ice cream down the street before we decided to go to Chinatown. and let me ask,Wat happens when u put 6 women together? a loss of directions,of course! the first generation like my grandma would be..lets take bus,2nd generation like grandaunt(who is 54)and mummy will be:lets ask for direction..bus and mrt while me and my sisters? LETS CAB!lol.
then we walked ard somemore before deciding to go to far east and orchard...my second home where mummy felt goggy by the crowd and we went back to bishan.lol. ate at food junction and bought a toy for the little kid we r gna visit in malacca.lol,cant wait.rushed home to pack my luggage.(correction,i took out the clothes,my sis packed my luggage)lol. oh my..I am SUCH A PRINCESSliving a life of one this whole holiday...and i am loving it!:P wanna be my prince?:) love u.
11:34 PM
HI..MY NAME IS STACEY KOH AND I AM A SHOPAHOLIC BUT TODAY,I SURVIVED!WALKING AROUND ORCHARD ROAD WITHOUT BUYING ANYTHING..FOR 5HRS BEFORE THE NECESSITY(BUYING SHERLYN'S BELATED BDAE PRES):)
hmmmm...went out to orchard with samuel,weijie,nalina,charmaine and darryl todae for shopping..ok wait,WINDOW SHOPPING!arent i gd or wat?hees,finally overcame the temptation for shopping..wanted to be even more vicious to myself and not bring my posb card but i couldnt do it. received a msg to report at sentosa tmr from 5 to 7pm for a briefing..zzz,gg shopping for real with the living atm..hees,my mummy!:)))so i guess my sisters and i gta rush with the shopping man before gg to malaysia on wednesday.
then..i met sammie with panda and helicia to go get the baking book for sherlyn at kino.i couldnt stop calling tt place yoshi for some reason..haha.cant get these japanese words rite man.lol,talking abt jap,i miss jynette.hmmm.. oh and aniwae,helicia and panda came over to my hse with me and sam..she taught me how to make the smokey eye effect.i think its really cool..lol.
lazy to upload tt eye she make up for me.
juz felt really exhausted today..mentally and physically..its probably the after effect of curbing shopaholicism if theres even such a thing or plainly juz tired..
can one really get tired of hanging and chilling out? this..i dunno. i cant sae im tired of life's pleasures but sometimes,things juz get soo mundane.
sometimes,i wish everyday becomes a saturday.i will never get sick hanging around in church,listening to sermons and be encouraged once again..its God's grace somehow that seems to inspire me in the most fantasical way.:)
ok..i need to pray. at least im glad i got a God to turn to to fill up the emptiness within me and not any other material wealth and living possession i used to drift away to in the past.. thank u,O Lord.
12:32 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
my week activities: hari raya-went out with my two favourite ppl..yenling and alex.did a little catching up and they decided to give me another makeover. zzz,i think this is wat i get from hating barbie dolls all my life,believing tt im a little boy who can walk in slippers and sneakers. the pictures are on facebook but this is juz their product of my makeover.lameness!and its pasta mania again for dinner.lol.oh..alex flirted with the manikin,shes from china and tries to play hard to get.HAHAHa
tues,9dec:cake baking with sherlyn!abit of cam-whoring and mooooooooovie at nite with the family.:)oh ya,shan shan came.missed her much.
wednesday:its LADIES NIGHT!nope.i didnt go.such a gd girl huh.lol.went for a drink with pork but we ended up at the coffee connoisseur,great place with all the cushions.walked ard clarke quay and met some of his ac frens who were drunk.lol.send peishan home coz she was getting high.LOL.hugging pork's floorball stick.expects me to share some gossips with him...u kw.we went to his holiday home and out came the drinks.nah,we went light.didnt drink much.
thurs:my beloved kiran and bhuva called me at 9.10am to go jurong east.lol,had some sun tanning there and swam a little.we had some great fun man!catch up alot and i really miss them.:P(my two fellow feminists who went to club without guys and gt harassed accidentally by banglas) friday:slack around..played sherlyn's DS and slept.watched the grudge 2..ooh,creepy. went for cheer..wasnt so bad..juz pretty slack.:)
1:47 AM
have u ever had two consecutive nights dreaming about someone and the beauty of nature and its environment?
i have.
have u ever picture urself walking down a dark forest that is only filled with the sound of chirping birds and songs of the nightingale covered by the patters of the waterfalls?
i did.
have u ever dreamt of walking down the flickering lights of orchard road,holding the hand of someone and cam-whoring intimately with that person u love?
i have. have u ever dreamt of that particular someone appearing at the harbour in ur country bidding goodbye with an affectionate kiss and hug..to u? i did.. and he told me to:wait and he'll be back. all these were part of my dreams from the 9dec and 10th december respectively. couldnt sleep much after that.
12:58 AM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
two words:IM BORED!!!
had e222 chalet tis weekend..lol,spend some really gd quality time with my darling. KAIQI,i love u!best fren!!!!;) im sooooooo addicted to BRITNEY's SONGS.its juz so groovable if there was such a word.
helped to cook during the bbq with charmaine.lol.everyone were shocked by me,rite?hahaha... phoebe and claudia were like: stacey grow up already.no longer a kid..hahah.juz coz of my hair and everything..come on,like wat i told him..dun worry,my personality wont change.;)loves! i recalled tt day,we were studying together and he randomly pointed out:hey,u kw..u b gg to uni next yr and probably be too hectic in ur schedule..with uni guys ard u..hmmm..i guess i gta learn to be so independent. omg..i was caught on the spot..so touched but didnt sae much.juz tried to assure him tt i wont forget him.sigh,i miss those days.
wore a dress to service,omg!its so low cut,ah mah had to sew it before i cld put it on.zzz but i love the design.lol,dunno why i wore so glam to church either.maybe coz im juz happy to be surrounded by e222.:)fun and God-loving people. had to return home after service.sigh!cant go for nite cycling..had to celebrate tigger's bdae(sherlyn)lol,the party ended when i reached home but the preteens only went back after 12..i was asleep by then..exhausted.
juz finished watching body of lies online.damn bored now.read fern's blog and kel..gosh,i miss them! i miss grace and gerry too.parveen and kiran...where r u gals!!!MIA.
5:17 PM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
last but not least..my monday at SENTOSA. quote linkai:one fine sunny morning,6 idiots went to sentosa to do stupid things.the picz are at facebook. then at nite,defying his gd advice..i went for inter-jcs post prom with krystal and frens..rudy and wanqi.someone dampened out nite by getting drunk before we reached the club but it was fun overall..:)the music at zouk was awesome man.sadly,he missed it. met joseph and some innovians..noel took us in with the shortcut.hah.cldnt order drinks by then. and more photos! by the way...tues:went to fish and co with krystal who was craving for calamari rings..hahah..babe!and she insist on a makeover.. here are the BEFORE pictures.. shant upload the AFTER pictures juz yet... but lets juz sae its more successful than the trip and dict and nick.hahah.and i dint spend much too.
yay!!cell group E222..be in for a surprise.hahah
3:43 PM
oh my God.did i tell u the cheap thrills i had with phoebe?? hahah first:at forever 21,saw a pretty top..phoebe cldnt withdraw money..for three hrs,we walked ard,feeling sympathetic..she called her mum ten times and finally,she realised,its actually savings account instd of current...DOTZ!bimboness 2nd:went to pasta mania at cineleisure with aini and dorothy for dinner,PHOEBE forgt to take her wallet when we left...ran back from the traffic junction after realising it. 3rd:walked to plaza sing...on the side of the road!imagine the cars zooming past us. 4th:ran for the train to harbourfront..i was in heels and carrying 4 bags..lol,phoebe ran ahead,i lagged behind and gt in when the door was closing..hahahahaha.thought i wont see him again. 5th:walked out of the cinema halfway coz it was getting late and we ran for the last train...again..-_-"
this is wat happen when u put two bimbos together.. hahahah cheap thrills or bimbotic-ness?!
3:34 PM
3:32 PM
more photos!
3:29 PM
saturday...went down to sentosa for on job training..lol,the personal transporter is really FUN.hahs..hey mahanas,u guys be walking when i travel.hahha.
rushed to expo..lol,after service,we took loads of photos with lin kai's phone..its all in my FACEBOOK.hahah.too lazy to upload.we celebrated PHOEBE"S BDAE!!!
--------------------------------------- sunday...30th nov,lol..phoebe and i went out the whole dae,literally...shop like crazy
hi im stacey..i have been diagnosed with COMPULSIVE SHOPPING DISORDER.270 bucks in two shopping trips.?!no joke.
3:22 PM
ended my shopping with a free cab ride from nick to bishan..shit,i lost my tank tops from cotton on..argh!!!its either i left it somewhere or my fault for letting him carry all my shopping bags..was kidda gloomy on the way home but cheered up soon enuff with a big hug.SWEET.thanks for tt.;)
met ivey and caspar and his frens for pubbing..lOL..the joke,i fell asleep in the pub couch..too tired.
3:16 PM
oh...the boys came after 12.WOW!and gta call from krystal that circle at canary juz opened and she had a extra ticket..free FLOW OF DRINKS AND ENTRY!!!shit...i missed it.for my beloved 0743B:)aniwae,pratap took us for a spin in his car...we almost died.haha praying hard that i will live that nite and get married.hahahahah..joking. oh..and there was INDIAN POKER.look at jianwen's face..hahah.it was GROSS.cant believe sheefa actually thought the drink which is a fusion of burnt otah,sambal stingray,root beer,coke and wild mushroom.hahaha was GOOD?!
slept for three hrs after ton-ing till 5pm coz of the stupid work..momo woke me up at 8 and yea..they fell aslp on the sofa.LOL.toned the whole nite. went to eunos for work..waste of time man!shouldnt haf gone.sat there and chat with aini and some random ppl.aniwae,that was my last day,i swear u dun wanna do sales.
and quote.."WITHOUT CHANGE OF CLOTHES AND ENUFF SLP",met him and nicholas at town who apparently sae they wanna give me a makeover..but hello,i dun shop with guys.LOL. it was so awkward...esp with someone u ought to impress.who was lookin at u as u change to a new outfit.
photos.thought he look gd in that shirt from topman..;)
3:01 PM
this is a photo update..last tuesday,25nov with him,krys and her frens.
just as u sae..we r immersed into a higher level of being on the dance floor where our true self is shown n exposed..i chose to live with that thought baby..coz i had a great nite with u.
thurs to friday:27th to 28th nov.lol...it was crazy man..britney fiasco..WOMANIZER,HEART ATTACK..INDIAN POKER,oh my God,oreo milkshake,i juz realised how evil ms leong can be..hahah.but one word..FUN!
2:34 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
there are juz soo many things which has passed these few weeks.. -my malacca trip -mahana chalet(my close temptation to go to butter fact tt day with amanda and krys) -christmas eve candlelight service. -first day at segway sentosa..(my second invite to butter factory with phoebe,rejected it coz it was mummy's bdae:)christmas day)
-26thdecember,work...then denvers cheer...oh my,sammie..we learnt a new dance.u better stop skipping..:P
-27th december...HAPPY BDAE< SMALL FISH!I LOVE U.
and not to mention,appreciation lunch with e222..cant believe we r all gonna multiply and separate soon.. i also cant believe tt everyone dun seem to realise tt STACEY IS A NEWCOMER TOO!i came in april,good friday!!according to claudia,no one can believe tt i am a newcomer.zzzz..sad!
-28th dec...which was a few hours ago..work and then meet xiaoshan.lol,to celebrate her bdae in advance..apparently,me skipping my meals took a toil on me today and i had gastric pain and diarrhoea at the same time..how great! kidda love my job though its tiring and cause one to burn up under the sun.. i get to meet new people everyday and confused tourists who r alwaes asking for directions instead of the ride we are introducing..and the best part is,im working with cute guys and gals of my age.(and slightly below!)its a fantastic thing to look forward to everyday!haha. we go on "marketing" or wat i call,beach patrol juz so as to promote the new ride.lol. ohoh..and tks to connections darling..im sooo gg to siloso beach party!!!
shall let the pictures do the talking for my next post.its 2.29am and i ought to be sleepin.gt work later.
my love for u is fading away like a fleeting cloud passing by thy clear blue sky. the cloud is white and pure,puffy and innocent.. yet,thy clear blue sky is nothing but just a plain fascade hiding away the darkness within its depth.. falling deeper and deeper as it reaches a bottomless pit.
remember this song? yup..it was one of ur favourites..u told me abt it,wanted me to learn so that i can sing it with u...oh,and the lyrics of the song u composed..well..at least part of it.
walking down this rainy road, holding ur hands and now i kw ur here,holding u close.. tears that fall off, feeling so cold, i know ur here.. i know ur hurt.. i know ur my everlasting...
this was the first stanza,it was a breakup song u composed straight from ur heart about a gal and guy who are deeply in love with each other and yet,cant bring themselves to commit to a true relationship.its a pretty sad song..and i was quite hesitant to sing it with or without ur companionship. just as i cry out to my Lord ytd in my prayer..to give me an answer to my anguished heart.im so tired of love from a relationship rite now,tts why all i need to replace it with is my family and my Heavenly DADDY.a gal needs her time out and I AM THAT GAL.she needs to build up her heart before braving it thru another game of love after a clear distinct failure to the previous one which happen juz mths ago.
the pain disappears but the scars REMAINED
its indeed great to be loved than to love someone and even worse when u are clearly aware of the feelings the the person u love feels the same way and yet..never in their life,would that someone have the courage to confess to u..yes,actions do speak louder than words but sometimes,i feel..the three words.(i love u)will truly make a difference. as a gd pal discussed with me,i tend to rush and should learn to slow and pace myself down..but sometimes,i feel that if i dun move at my pace,i will lose u..forever.that love will juz slowly fade away and when u finally plucked up the courage again..i juz gotta sae:im sorry,its too late!then again,im aware of my anxious heart..and its ability of trying to take vengeance upon the other one who left it so damaged and down.who quickly jump straight into another rlntship without feeling ashamed of wat he has done.or the feelings of him toying with me the past few mths. i will not obliged to ur will,my dear heart.i kw u feel tt revenge is sweet and this is the most typical way of wat that bastard may feel as "moving on." unfortunately and painfully,this is not the way. thats juz plain immaturity and u will just be falling deeper as wat he is doing sadly as it sounds,try as it might be..im gonna take it slow..and if sparks still remain as stagnant as it can get,so be it.im sick and tired of this vicious cycle already. time to take a big LEAP of FAITH and trust in Him.
12:57 AM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
shopping is a never ending past time! had a great day out with mummy,sherlyn and sammie.grandma and grandaunt followed along. it was so heart-warming to see how our three generations click..
my grandma is being her usual self, the grumpy old fart at one corner..critical of all clothes we choose while her sister was ironically choosing clothes for me,haha!she is a funky and hip grandaunt man. and guess wat? we complete the shopping in two shops at an awesome price of below $500!lol.we practically bought the shop down.the clothes are trendy and besides,it wasnt as crowded as orchard..located at tanjong pagar icon village.u gals should try to go there before they tear down the place to transform it to an eating mall. mummy treated all of us to SEOUL KOOL..omg,i juz love the mashed potato!:))the 6 appetizers like kimchi and potato and some others are unlimited..they juz keep refilling. due to the icon village promotion,we are able to exchange our receipts of over 300plus for 3 cans of bird nests and 1 umbrella..lol,so awesome! after countless of changing in and out of clothes,grand auntie treated us to some Ya Kun snack and ice cream down the street before we decided to go to Chinatown. and let me ask,Wat happens when u put 6 women together? a loss of directions,of course! the first generation like my grandma would be..lets take bus,2nd generation like grandaunt(who is 54)and mummy will be:lets ask for direction..bus and mrt while me and my sisters? LETS CAB!lol.
then we walked ard somemore before deciding to go to far east and orchard...my second home where mummy felt goggy by the crowd and we went back to bishan.lol. ate at food junction and bought a toy for the little kid we r gna visit in malacca.lol,cant wait.rushed home to pack my luggage.(correction,i took out the clothes,my sis packed my luggage)lol. oh my..I am SUCH A PRINCESSliving a life of one this whole holiday...and i am loving it!:P wanna be my prince?:) love u.
11:34 PM
HI..MY NAME IS STACEY KOH AND I AM A SHOPAHOLIC BUT TODAY,I SURVIVED!WALKING AROUND ORCHARD ROAD WITHOUT BUYING ANYTHING..FOR 5HRS BEFORE THE NECESSITY(BUYING SHERLYN'S BELATED BDAE PRES):)
hmmmm...went out to orchard with samuel,weijie,nalina,charmaine and darryl todae for shopping..ok wait,WINDOW SHOPPING!arent i gd or wat?hees,finally overcame the temptation for shopping..wanted to be even more vicious to myself and not bring my posb card but i couldnt do it. received a msg to report at sentosa tmr from 5 to 7pm for a briefing..zzz,gg shopping for real with the living atm..hees,my mummy!:)))so i guess my sisters and i gta rush with the shopping man before gg to malaysia on wednesday.
then..i met sammie with panda and helicia to go get the baking book for sherlyn at kino.i couldnt stop calling tt place yoshi for some reason..haha.cant get these japanese words rite man.lol,talking abt jap,i miss jynette.hmmm.. oh and aniwae,helicia and panda came over to my hse with me and sam..she taught me how to make the smokey eye effect.i think its really cool..lol.
lazy to upload tt eye she make up for me.
juz felt really exhausted today..mentally and physically..its probably the after effect of curbing shopaholicism if theres even such a thing or plainly juz tired..
can one really get tired of hanging and chilling out? this..i dunno. i cant sae im tired of life's pleasures but sometimes,things juz get soo mundane.
sometimes,i wish everyday becomes a saturday.i will never get sick hanging around in church,listening to sermons and be encouraged once again..its God's grace somehow that seems to inspire me in the most fantasical way.:)
ok..i need to pray. at least im glad i got a God to turn to to fill up the emptiness within me and not any other material wealth and living possession i used to drift away to in the past.. thank u,O Lord.
12:32 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
my week activities: hari raya-went out with my two favourite ppl..yenling and alex.did a little catching up and they decided to give me another makeover. zzz,i think this is wat i get from hating barbie dolls all my life,believing tt im a little boy who can walk in slippers and sneakers. the pictures are on facebook but this is juz their product of my makeover.lameness!and its pasta mania again for dinner.lol.oh..alex flirted with the manikin,shes from china and tries to play hard to get.HAHAHa
tues,9dec:cake baking with sherlyn!abit of cam-whoring and mooooooooovie at nite with the family.:)oh ya,shan shan came.missed her much.
wednesday:its LADIES NIGHT!nope.i didnt go.such a gd girl huh.lol.went for a drink with pork but we ended up at the coffee connoisseur,great place with all the cushions.walked ard clarke quay and met some of his ac frens who were drunk.lol.send peishan home coz she was getting high.LOL.hugging pork's floorball stick.expects me to share some gossips with him...u kw.we went to his holiday home and out came the drinks.nah,we went light.didnt drink much.
thurs:my beloved kiran and bhuva called me at 9.10am to go jurong east.lol,had some sun tanning there and swam a little.we had some great fun man!catch up alot and i really miss them.:P(my two fellow feminists who went to club without guys and gt harassed accidentally by banglas) friday:slack around..played sherlyn's DS and slept.watched the grudge 2..ooh,creepy. went for cheer..wasnt so bad..juz pretty slack.:)
1:47 AM
have u ever had two consecutive nights dreaming about someone and the beauty of nature and its environment?
i have.
have u ever picture urself walking down a dark forest that is only filled with the sound of chirping birds and songs of the nightingale covered by the patters of the waterfalls?
i did.
have u ever dreamt of walking down the flickering lights of orchard road,holding the hand of someone and cam-whoring intimately with that person u love?
i have. have u ever dreamt of that particular someone appearing at the harbour in ur country bidding goodbye with an affectionate kiss and hug..to u? i did.. and he told me to:wait and he'll be back. all these were part of my dreams from the 9dec and 10th december respectively. couldnt sleep much after that.
12:58 AM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
two words:IM BORED!!!
had e222 chalet tis weekend..lol,spend some really gd quality time with my darling. KAIQI,i love u!best fren!!!!;) im sooooooo addicted to BRITNEY's SONGS.its juz so groovable if there was such a word.
helped to cook during the bbq with charmaine.lol.everyone were shocked by me,rite?hahaha... phoebe and claudia were like: stacey grow up already.no longer a kid..hahah.juz coz of my hair and everything..come on,like wat i told him..dun worry,my personality wont change.;)loves! i recalled tt day,we were studying together and he randomly pointed out:hey,u kw..u b gg to uni next yr and probably be too hectic in ur schedule..with uni guys ard u..hmmm..i guess i gta learn to be so independent. omg..i was caught on the spot..so touched but didnt sae much.juz tried to assure him tt i wont forget him.sigh,i miss those days.
wore a dress to service,omg!its so low cut,ah mah had to sew it before i cld put it on.zzz but i love the design.lol,dunno why i wore so glam to church either.maybe coz im juz happy to be surrounded by e222.:)fun and God-loving people. had to return home after service.sigh!cant go for nite cycling..had to celebrate tigger's bdae(sherlyn)lol,the party ended when i reached home but the preteens only went back after 12..i was asleep by then..exhausted.
juz finished watching body of lies online.damn bored now.read fern's blog and kel..gosh,i miss them! i miss grace and gerry too.parveen and kiran...where r u gals!!!MIA.
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
last but not least..my monday at SENTOSA. quote linkai:one fine sunny morning,6 idiots went to sentosa to do stupid things.the picz are at facebook. then at nite,defying his gd advice..i went for inter-jcs post prom with krystal and frens..rudy and wanqi.someone dampened out nite by getting drunk before we reached the club but it was fun overall..:)the music at zouk was awesome man.sadly,he missed it. met joseph and some innovians..noel took us in with the shortcut.hah.cldnt order drinks by then. and more photos! by the way...tues:went to fish and co with krystal who was craving for calamari rings..hahah..babe!and she insist on a makeover.. here are the BEFORE pictures.. shant upload the AFTER pictures juz yet... but lets juz sae its more successful than the trip and dict and nick.hahah.and i dint spend much too.
yay!!cell group E222..be in for a surprise.hahah
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oh my God.did i tell u the cheap thrills i had with phoebe?? hahah first:at forever 21,saw a pretty top..phoebe cldnt withdraw money..for three hrs,we walked ard,feeling sympathetic..she called her mum ten times and finally,she realised,its actually savings account instd of current...DOTZ!bimboness 2nd:went to pasta mania at cineleisure with aini and dorothy for dinner,PHOEBE forgt to take her wallet when we left...ran back from the traffic junction after realising it. 3rd:walked to plaza sing...on the side of the road!imagine the cars zooming past us. 4th:ran for the train to harbourfront..i was in heels and carrying 4 bags..lol,phoebe ran ahead,i lagged behind and gt in when the door was closing..hahahahaha.thought i wont see him again. 5th:walked out of the cinema halfway coz it was getting late and we ran for the last train...again..-_-"
this is wat happen when u put two bimbos together.. hahahah cheap thrills or bimbotic-ness?!
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more photos!
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saturday...went down to sentosa for on job training..lol,the personal transporter is really FUN.hahs..hey mahanas,u guys be walking when i travel.hahha.
rushed to expo..lol,after service,we took loads of photos with lin kai's phone..its all in my FACEBOOK.hahah.too lazy to upload.we celebrated PHOEBE"S BDAE!!!
--------------------------------------- sunday...30th nov,lol..phoebe and i went out the whole dae,literally...shop like crazy
hi im stacey..i have been diagnosed with COMPULSIVE SHOPPING DISORDER.270 bucks in two shopping trips.?!no joke.
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ended my shopping with a free cab ride from nick to bishan..shit,i lost my tank tops from cotton on..argh!!!its either i left it somewhere or my fault for letting him carry all my shopping bags..was kidda gloomy on the way home but cheered up soon enuff with a big hug.SWEET.thanks for tt.;)
met ivey and caspar and his frens for pubbing..lOL..the joke,i fell asleep in the pub couch..too tired.
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oh...the boys came after 12.WOW!and gta call from krystal that circle at canary juz opened and she had a extra ticket..free FLOW OF DRINKS AND ENTRY!!!shit...i missed it.for my beloved 0743B:)aniwae,pratap took us for a spin in his car...we almost died.haha praying hard that i will live that nite and get married.hahahahah..joking. oh..and there was INDIAN POKER.look at jianwen's face..hahah.it was GROSS.cant believe sheefa actually thought the drink which is a fusion of burnt otah,sambal stingray,root beer,coke and wild mushroom.hahaha was GOOD?!
slept for three hrs after ton-ing till 5pm coz of the stupid work..momo woke me up at 8 and yea..they fell aslp on the sofa.LOL.toned the whole nite. went to eunos for work..waste of time man!shouldnt haf gone.sat there and chat with aini and some random ppl.aniwae,that was my last day,i swear u dun wanna do sales.
and quote.."WITHOUT CHANGE OF CLOTHES AND ENUFF SLP",met him and nicholas at town who apparently sae they wanna give me a makeover..but hello,i dun shop with guys.LOL. it was so awkward...esp with someone u ought to impress.who was lookin at u as u change to a new outfit.
photos.thought he look gd in that shirt from topman..;)
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this is a photo update..last tuesday,25nov with him,krys and her frens.
just as u sae..we r immersed into a higher level of being on the dance floor where our true self is shown n exposed..i chose to live with that thought baby..coz i had a great nite with u.
thurs to friday:27th to 28th nov.lol...it was crazy man..britney fiasco..WOMANIZER,HEART ATTACK..INDIAN POKER,oh my God,oreo milkshake,i juz realised how evil ms leong can be..hahah.but one word..FUN!
