In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Friday, October 30, 2009
once, there lived a girl..
who has many happy faces..
her happy faces are shown in all of her many worlds.
the house of God
the world of friends,
the world of family,
the world of love
the world of sports and passion.
she's noisy,she's loud
yet,chatty and sociable.
her caring nature,curious yet,listening ear gained her trust and acceptance from people around her.
her love for sports of different kinds,
from soccer to the arts brings her people from both sexes,age and walks of life..
You may wish to lead a life like hers..also happening and never alone..
but despite all these positivity, she failed in one world..
that world of love and solitude.
why solitude? one may ask.
she needs peace, my dear..from all that hecticness..day to day.
in that world,
all boys she has met are criminals..
there are chaos everywhere as these beasts of mankind terrorize the young and tender hearts from within.
the young and tender ones are trampled by these ferocious being,burning deeper into each wound..each scar.
she has no say in this world.
and yet...
beneath every smile lies the hidden pain of losing someone precious..
beneath each smile,it is haunted by the image of her loved one holding hands with another girl.
beneath each smile,is a deep and excruciating hurt of that someone who do not feel that there's anything wrong in cheating on her feelings.
and beneath every smile, it uncovers the times where she lie on her pillow soaking up the tears in her eyes.
she is hurt,
she is afraid..
in her self defence,she becomes cold...indifferent inside.
and yet beneath every single smile,she smiles..
just so as to keep that facade.
stacey scribbles.....
morning paper tmr..staying home with mumsy today..gtg slp soon.
Faith in all is what i need rite now.
7:03 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i wrote a letter today..
a letter of love, hope and acceptance.
an angel came into my dreams..
she came gracefully amidst the clouds flitting through the skies.
she was watching me...with a beautiful smile beaming across her cheek.
what was she implying with that smile? i asked.
there was no answer..just a quiet peaceful atmosphere..
Matthew 18:10
take heed that you do not despise one of these little ones,for I say to you that in heaven, their Angels always see the face of My Father who is in heaven.
my guardian angel is watching me.:)
2:20 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
heyhey..
not gg for cheer training today despite the fact that i want to..but the gals just cldnt find a better time...
hmm....be going to meet my gals ltr at east coast park..for our very own PICNIC by the beach.lol.
for some reason...when life's seem so hectic every single wk,u just want a quiet and peaceful bdae with ppl u love..and prolly coz of this,i decided to date huifern,peishan,kiran,parveen,bhuva,eneida and sarah loke this evening...NO BOYS ALLOWED.
this is especially so to reminisce the good old days of the 9 to 10 years in st.margs..
i chose ecp once again despite all the good and bad memories i have..
sometimes,i really wish life goes on the same as the days in primary and secondary sch..no boys around.we cld hang out all day after sch,take the tonnes of neoprints,no r/s problems...everything is just soo peaceful.
sigh..stacey is not gg to emo now.
signing off..
my mind is ruling my heart for now and perhaps,i maybe missing u...but watever it is,i pray that u will overcome the fears and hurt u're gg thru in ur life.stay strong.MW
5:03 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
hey yoz!
i kw i woke up really too early today..0945am on a no sch day..
been dreaming abt certain things.cldnt slp well..
just wanna keep u readers wat ive been up to lately..
alot of things have been happening in my life and since things are going to change,i wont be tryin to revert them back..well, at least i'll piece them back slowly..
places ive been to:
OH FARM..with my beloved babieson their very first school excursion...yizhen and xiangsheng..yizhen started camwhoring by herslf on the way back-pics update next!!!
-school...for lessons,duh!ob group project,BIZ COM assignment 2 before heading to revision mode. by 2nd oct!
-RMIT party BASH...it was alrite..if only someone was with me,it'll be better..had loads of fun camwhoring with the gals..it was according to alfred,his second time in a CLUB.
-EEVANN"S bdae...we the MAHANAS went to cafe cartel for his PORK RIBS.
-KAR's BDAE..:):)went to oosh at dempsey place after getting an invite from daniel..we left early..lol
-school term closes..
stacey is back to revision MODE for the exams from oct 26 to nov 9...
starbucks at thomson plaza is where u can find my body in most of the afternoons..
if not, it'll be either zaccheus hse or qianwei's place..
reagan and caspar and i were being jackasses on MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..asked peishan along but she went MIA again.zzz..anyway,my two beloved brothers tried to create sparkles from dried leaves..but it started burning.so we decided to do experiment with two jolly shady cans!haha...(PICTURE UPDATE)
guess i shldnt hide it any longer and tell u guys that im not in DENVERs anymore.
all in all, the captain wasnt happy that i kept leaving early for church activities..and asked me to choose between church and cheer..WTH.
but im feeling much better now..:)no worries.
had been cheerless for two weeks..but that also gave me time to RUN AND RUN AND RUN!!!:)
i managed to explore different parts of bishan and braddell with one jogging trip..tryin to maintain this once a wk thing..
the thing that just bore me down is some sister politics in cellgroup..its not really bothering me much but still adds on to the fact that i left denvers for church..its really amateurish and i told grace that im so not gonna be bothered by it.it just feels really different gg to cellgroup now..u can sae i was pretty bored by some of their childish games...but i guess time really works in drawing me back again when i decided to connect more wif shumin and the older ones(who were MIA these whole time until now)
as church is getting settled,cheer comes next..
and I wont confirm with ya till im sure of this..
HAPPPPPPPPPIE 19TH BIRTHDAY,WIFEY..AKA DAWN LAU YAN YIN...SEE YA ON FRIDAY
passion is emotion made intelligent.STACEY is going to let her mind govern her body rite now.
plunko learned how to somersault..
i wanna believe that there is a rainbow after every storm..pls let me believe that..
10:57 AM
Friday, October 30, 2009
once, there lived a girl..
who has many happy faces..
her happy faces are shown in all of her many worlds.
the house of God
the world of friends,
the world of family,
the world of love
the world of sports and passion.
she's noisy,she's loud
yet,chatty and sociable.
her caring nature,curious yet,listening ear gained her trust and acceptance from people around her.
her love for sports of different kinds,
from soccer to the arts brings her people from both sexes,age and walks of life..
You may wish to lead a life like hers..also happening and never alone..
but despite all these positivity, she failed in one world..
that world of love and solitude.
why solitude? one may ask.
she needs peace, my dear..from all that hecticness..day to day.
in that world,
all boys she has met are criminals..
there are chaos everywhere as these beasts of mankind terrorize the young and tender hearts from within.
the young and tender ones are trampled by these ferocious being,burning deeper into each wound..each scar.
she has no say in this world.
and yet...
beneath every smile lies the hidden pain of losing someone precious..
beneath each smile,it is haunted by the image of her loved one holding hands with another girl.
beneath each smile,is a deep and excruciating hurt of that someone who do not feel that there's anything wrong in cheating on her feelings.
and beneath every smile, it uncovers the times where she lie on her pillow soaking up the tears in her eyes.
she is hurt,
she is afraid..
in her self defence,she becomes cold...indifferent inside.
and yet beneath every single smile,she smiles..
just so as to keep that facade.
stacey scribbles.....
morning paper tmr..staying home with mumsy today..gtg slp soon.
Faith in all is what i need rite now.
7:03 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i wrote a letter today..
a letter of love, hope and acceptance.
an angel came into my dreams..
she came gracefully amidst the clouds flitting through the skies.
she was watching me...with a beautiful smile beaming across her cheek.
what was she implying with that smile? i asked.
there was no answer..just a quiet peaceful atmosphere..
Matthew 18:10
take heed that you do not despise one of these little ones,for I say to you that in heaven, their Angels always see the face of My Father who is in heaven.
my guardian angel is watching me.:)
2:20 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
heyhey..
not gg for cheer training today despite the fact that i want to..but the gals just cldnt find a better time...
hmm....be going to meet my gals ltr at east coast park..for our very own PICNIC by the beach.lol.
for some reason...when life's seem so hectic every single wk,u just want a quiet and peaceful bdae with ppl u love..and prolly coz of this,i decided to date huifern,peishan,kiran,parveen,bhuva,eneida and sarah loke this evening...NO BOYS ALLOWED.
this is especially so to reminisce the good old days of the 9 to 10 years in st.margs..
i chose ecp once again despite all the good and bad memories i have..
sometimes,i really wish life goes on the same as the days in primary and secondary sch..no boys around.we cld hang out all day after sch,take the tonnes of neoprints,no r/s problems...everything is just soo peaceful.
sigh..stacey is not gg to emo now.
signing off..
my mind is ruling my heart for now and perhaps,i maybe missing u...but watever it is,i pray that u will overcome the fears and hurt u're gg thru in ur life.stay strong.MW
5:03 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
hey yoz!
i kw i woke up really too early today..0945am on a no sch day..
been dreaming abt certain things.cldnt slp well..
just wanna keep u readers wat ive been up to lately..
alot of things have been happening in my life and since things are going to change,i wont be tryin to revert them back..well, at least i'll piece them back slowly..
places ive been to:
OH FARM..with my beloved babieson their very first school excursion...yizhen and xiangsheng..yizhen started camwhoring by herslf on the way back-pics update next!!!
-school...for lessons,duh!ob group project,BIZ COM assignment 2 before heading to revision mode. by 2nd oct!
-RMIT party BASH...it was alrite..if only someone was with me,it'll be better..had loads of fun camwhoring with the gals..it was according to alfred,his second time in a CLUB.
-EEVANN"S bdae...we the MAHANAS went to cafe cartel for his PORK RIBS.
-KAR's BDAE..:):)went to oosh at dempsey place after getting an invite from daniel..we left early..lol
-school term closes..
stacey is back to revision MODE for the exams from oct 26 to nov 9...
starbucks at thomson plaza is where u can find my body in most of the afternoons..
if not, it'll be either zaccheus hse or qianwei's place..
reagan and caspar and i were being jackasses on MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..asked peishan along but she went MIA again.zzz..anyway,my two beloved brothers tried to create sparkles from dried leaves..but it started burning.so we decided to do experiment with two jolly shady cans!haha...(PICTURE UPDATE)
guess i shldnt hide it any longer and tell u guys that im not in DENVERs anymore.
all in all, the captain wasnt happy that i kept leaving early for church activities..and asked me to choose between church and cheer..WTH.
but im feeling much better now..:)no worries.
had been cheerless for two weeks..but that also gave me time to RUN AND RUN AND RUN!!!:)
i managed to explore different parts of bishan and braddell with one jogging trip..tryin to maintain this once a wk thing..
the thing that just bore me down is some sister politics in cellgroup..its not really bothering me much but still adds on to the fact that i left denvers for church..its really amateurish and i told grace that im so not gonna be bothered by it.it just feels really different gg to cellgroup now..u can sae i was pretty bored by some of their childish games...but i guess time really works in drawing me back again when i decided to connect more wif shumin and the older ones(who were MIA these whole time until now)
as church is getting settled,cheer comes next..
and I wont confirm with ya till im sure of this..
HAPPPPPPPPPIE 19TH BIRTHDAY,WIFEY..AKA DAWN LAU YAN YIN...SEE YA ON FRIDAY
passion is emotion made intelligent.STACEY is going to let her mind govern her body rite now.
plunko learned how to somersault..
i wanna believe that there is a rainbow after every storm..pls let me believe that..
10:57 AM
