In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Saturday, December 18, 2010
You were the Angel i thought i saw in my dreams..
Under the kaleidoscope of lights..i was blinded.
Drawn by your presence,
You seem perfect.
Strong,Tanned,well-built..Pleasant looking.
What more could i expect from superficiality?
U chased the 'crooks' away.
we held hands and danced...the night away.
we talked.
i got to know you more.
U had your dreams and aspirations.
i had mine...
and for some unknown reason,i began sharing my deepest dreams and secrets with you.
U know..and u know i will fulfill it when i said it.
u didnt stop me.. u even encouraged me.
U can say that i was charmed..Charmed by your sweetness and tenacity beneath that masculine appearance..
No matter how much U have changed..
No matter how much pain you have put me through,
I told myself that i cant deny the fact that i have never loved u.
i defy the fact which my friends are saying...'that u can never love someone whom u just met in a mere few months.'
i cannot bring myself to forget you.
you were just different..words i have yet to describe.
Now,u are sorry.
But the wounds and the scars remain so fresh.
I cant talk to you...and yes,i do not wish to be bounded by you and your words anymore till you prove ur worthiness.
u make me so vulnerable..mr 'ANGEL'
1:03 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Dear lovelies!
yes i kw my blog is almost non-existence.hahaha.. maybe i should do a revamp end of this yr or smth and stick a post it in my head to remember to blog.hehe.
im just sooo lazy..
and sometimes,i was told not to think too much.so equals to if i dun think,i have nothing to write.if i have nothing to write,i dun blog.lol
anyway,here i am now..talking to u guys eventhough i kw i dun have much viewers coz of my lack of trust from avid readers to rmb to blog..
hehe.
yes,im done with SINGTEL.MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.third day actually.hehe. my four mths close to five mths there has been relatively enjoyable.:D
boring and mundane after awhile...no need for eye candies coz it is an all girls environment.
i met some new friends..just like to thank MAG for everything she has done.(which includes employing me.:)) and thanks for adhering to all my latecomings! and the little lunch treats she will give us almost once every mth.
Mag,dinnie and the two young ones..xinyi and jane were sweet enough to send me off by treating me to the taiwan porridge buffet on my last day on dec 10.
it was like back to St.margs sisterhood again. mag actually told a white lie to kelly that we were at the kopitiam eating. im sorry but i really dun mean to offend her but shes detestable.she gets chaffeaured to and from work,sleeps during lunch..gets mag(who is prolly ten yrs her senior)to buy her lunch..and only gets up to go to the toilet.
oh wells. gone with her.
all i want for CHRISTMAS IS HOLIDAYS!!!
4dec-6th dec:yep..i went to bATAM wif mum,dad and sher coz of a performance event she had to help out.didnt really do much there.had my bubble bath(i used up two bottles of foam but there was no bubbles!!)shopping(i ended up accompanyin daddy to get his pants while i didnt buy anything):X
13th dec: jb with yen.custom was alright. the first time we went,we actually waited 3hrs so yeap,managed to reach jb in less than an hr:D shopped around. and i bought a stylo sports fashion bag for 20RM!!!!!LOL.
14th dec: daddy wanted to pump petrol. woot! it is like 70 to 80RM for a full tank while in SG,u pay $90.tell me abt it.zzz
15th dec:let the picture do the talking.
weeeee~ondeh ondeh.
im planning to try out receipes this week before i go to malacca over the weekends.hehe.kudos!
gosh,my sucky english.been soo out of touch with books..i sooo need to catch up.
6:49 PM
