In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Sunday, September 16, 2007
sermon by pastor Glenn todae was really impactful..
it makes me rethink abt my life and set my piorities straight.
to make a clean cut between personal life and work.
but if u kw me well enuff,when im into getting work done,i will not stop..there muz b this pushin force or someone to ask me to relax.
hence,if i do happen to spend more time slacking and relaxing than i used to,i will began to think it through and hurt ppl by stop spending wat supposingly quality time wif them..
really sorry to u ppl that i haf hurt.it is juz me and my stupid career/work mindedness which i cant change..or u cld call it extreme KIASU-ISM..
thus,i haf concluded tat in order to prevent this feelin from evolving soo rapidly,i shld take on a military job or civil service to work my ass off than sitting in the office 24-7 to finish up work.:)
thats all for now..really tired.
went to church,did 3 lit essay outlines,2lit annotations and 1 GP compre..
not being hardworking..seriously.its nv enuff.
not when midcourse is in 11daes!!!!!!
gt maths and I and R to do ttmr..sigh.
11:31 PM