In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
had a great dae out wif lipin and ellycia.peishan joined us awhile later..lol,i wld never miz workin at swensens wifout these frens..
oh my gosh....
dam difficult to plan a class gathering la..everyone is either out of town or working or juz plain not free...damn it!dun even kw if wednesdae outing will succeed..im so darn PISSED.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
and my mum..i think shes experiencing menopause now..so cranky,juz screamed at everyone in the hse todae(almost all the time but todae was bad)haiz..hate to deal wif tis...
i miz him.2 whole daes.no time alone..
im not deprived...juz tt
we r a pair of special couple,we haf to see each other everydae.
tts how close we are...
was agitated at my mum n blew up at him..kidda felt bad after that.he thot i was suggesting a breakup.he alwaes does tt..do u kw,sometimes..
u r juz over-sensitive??im not gg anywhere.
if im willing to confront my first love abt our relationship,wat more can i not do?my first true love,that guy who left me hanging for 3 yrs..juz completely ended 2wks ago.he defended me time and again over the yrs..tryin hard not to show his feelings but it was pretty obvious to the clique...
oh my gosh..juz the right song..-ALL OR NOTHING,OTOWN-
dedicated to u,my beloved first love..(highlighting these lines)
something,somewhere's gta give...its over,over.
u kw i abide for u but how can i abide of someone who isnt there?
'there is time u look at me,like im all that u can see..'
'its this how we end?wif a simple telephone call..u leave me here..'
i guess..this is how we end.. wif juz a simple sms..im leaving u here..where u r.
i found someone else special..for christmas this year:)
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