Goodbye,Cinderella......thats just the old me who came and gone away
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In this superficial world,
U may think thats all you get from what you see.
I am definitely not as SIMPLE as what you think,
Neither do I wish to live up to your expectations
So whatever you read,
And whether U like it or not,
It's none of my business to care..no matter how hard u try to make me.;P
remember this song? yup..it was one of ur favourites..u told me abt it,wanted me to learn so that i can sing it with u...oh,and the lyrics of the song u composed..well..at least part of it.
walking down this rainy road, holding ur hands and now i kw ur here,holding u close.. tears that fall off, feeling so cold, i know ur here.. i know ur hurt.. i know ur my everlasting...
this was the first stanza,it was a breakup song u composed straight from ur heart about a gal and guy who are deeply in love with each other and yet,cant bring themselves to commit to a true relationship.its a pretty sad song..and i was quite hesitant to sing it with or without ur companionship. just as i cry out to my Lord ytd in my prayer..to give me an answer to my anguished heart.im so tired of love from a relationship rite now,tts why all i need to replace it with is my family and my Heavenly DADDY.a gal needs her time out and I AM THAT GAL.she needs to build up her heart before braving it thru another game of love after a clear distinct failure to the previous one which happen juz mths ago.
the pain disappears but the scars REMAINED
its indeed great to be loved than to love someone and even worse when u are clearly aware of the feelings the the person u love feels the same way and yet..never in their life,would that someone have the courage to confess to u..yes,actions do speak louder than words but sometimes,i feel..the three words.(i love u)will truly make a difference. as a gd pal discussed with me,i tend to rush and should learn to slow and pace myself down..but sometimes,i feel that if i dun move at my pace,i will lose u..forever.that love will juz slowly fade away and when u finally plucked up the courage again..i juz gotta sae:im sorry,its too late!then again,im aware of my anxious heart..and its ability of trying to take vengeance upon the other one who left it so damaged and down.who quickly jump straight into another rlntship without feeling ashamed of wat he has done.or the feelings of him toying with me the past few mths. i will not obliged to ur will,my dear heart.i kw u feel tt revenge is sweet and this is the most typical way of wat that bastard may feel as "moving on." unfortunately and painfully,this is not the way. thats juz plain immaturity and u will just be falling deeper as wat he is doing sadly as it sounds,try as it might be..im gonna take it slow..and if sparks still remain as stagnant as it can get,so be it.im sick and tired of this vicious cycle already. time to take a big LEAP of FAITH and trust in Him.
remember this song? yup..it was one of ur favourites..u told me abt it,wanted me to learn so that i can sing it with u...oh,and the lyrics of the song u composed..well..at least part of it.
walking down this rainy road, holding ur hands and now i kw ur here,holding u close.. tears that fall off, feeling so cold, i know ur here.. i know ur hurt.. i know ur my everlasting...
this was the first stanza,it was a breakup song u composed straight from ur heart about a gal and guy who are deeply in love with each other and yet,cant bring themselves to commit to a true relationship.its a pretty sad song..and i was quite hesitant to sing it with or without ur companionship. just as i cry out to my Lord ytd in my prayer..to give me an answer to my anguished heart.im so tired of love from a relationship rite now,tts why all i need to replace it with is my family and my Heavenly DADDY.a gal needs her time out and I AM THAT GAL.she needs to build up her heart before braving it thru another game of love after a clear distinct failure to the previous one which happen juz mths ago.
the pain disappears but the scars REMAINED
its indeed great to be loved than to love someone and even worse when u are clearly aware of the feelings the the person u love feels the same way and yet..never in their life,would that someone have the courage to confess to u..yes,actions do speak louder than words but sometimes,i feel..the three words.(i love u)will truly make a difference. as a gd pal discussed with me,i tend to rush and should learn to slow and pace myself down..but sometimes,i feel that if i dun move at my pace,i will lose u..forever.that love will juz slowly fade away and when u finally plucked up the courage again..i juz gotta sae:im sorry,its too late!then again,im aware of my anxious heart..and its ability of trying to take vengeance upon the other one who left it so damaged and down.who quickly jump straight into another rlntship without feeling ashamed of wat he has done.or the feelings of him toying with me the past few mths. i will not obliged to ur will,my dear heart.i kw u feel tt revenge is sweet and this is the most typical way of wat that bastard may feel as "moving on." unfortunately and painfully,this is not the way. thats juz plain immaturity and u will just be falling deeper as wat he is doing sadly as it sounds,try as it might be..im gonna take it slow..and if sparks still remain as stagnant as it can get,so be it.im sick and tired of this vicious cycle already. time to take a big LEAP of FAITH and trust in Him.
